I’d like to cast sporadic update…
Hm. I should probably update this more, seems to be the thing to do. It’s 2AM. I have to be out of the house in 6 hours to help my older sister with something. Let’s backtrack to christmas.
I got nothing from my family, only my friends.
Forward, I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. Kristina…I love her, I honestly do. Perhaps I should just find someone better for me. She seems to be turning me into someone that I don’t want to be. I need to find a girl who accents my life with her interests. But Kristina just puts that spring back into my life whenever I think about her. I don’t know anymore. Comic books, music, anime, video games, movies. These are the things I have a passion for, am I just supposed to let them go away and die? She doesn’t like anything that I do. Perhaps that’s a good thing. Another thought just hit me. She…I don’t know. Her life goals and mine don’t link at all. She’s also very into appearances. While I do like clothes and lookin’ good for the ladies, I’d sometimes just prefer to not bother. She can’t see that. So, what’d I learn from this : Blogging is dangerous, Kristina might not be for me after all, I wonder why I can’t just force it and live an unhappy unfulfilled life?
